And #48 is complete....

So my last post (about 5 minutes ago) mentioned "the list", and #48 is complete. I removed the baby info from the sidebar here. Why? Because it's time to look forward, not back. I remember those moments like it was yesterday, I don't need a detailed list reminding me every 5 seconds.

Baggage packed, and filed away for another day. :)

So, I've decided to make this year a bit more interesting...

It's not the most original idea, but here it is. I sat down, and made a list of 100 things I want to do this year. Some are stupid, some are to reconnect with friends, some are to better myself, and some are just things that I enjoy, but never make time to do. I'm calling it my supersecret project, because I'm not sharing the list with anyone yet, in whole... but as I finish each thing, I'll blog it here. So stay tuned, cause from what I've got on that list, it should be an interesting year, indeed...

I'm a perfectionist, so why is everything so out of order?

Do you know what sucks about being a perfectionist? If you're like me, it means nothing ever gets done. Because you look at something, and it must be done just so, and you start on it, and realize what a huge project it is, and get sidetracked, and 7 hours later, you forgot what it was that you were trying to perfect this time. And then you give up.

I'm determined to restore order to life. The last 9 months have been one big mash of anti-social,no motivation hell. It's been 9 months. I need to get back to normal life. I need to stop procrastinating and do something about all the stuff that's been bugging me, instead of just letting it bug me.

Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. Blah, I say. F you, chaos.

I really need to update this more...

I'm really bad at updating. My problem is, I think, that this blog was dedicated to chronicling my pregnancy, and subsequent BABY. Considering I have neither of those at the present moment, it seems a bit pointless. And I'm guessing none of you want dirty details on the babyMAKING part of it. My family does read this, after all.

There really is nothing new to report. I was hoping to be able to give out cutesy little "We're having a baby" Christmas presents, but considering we've got 3 more days until Christmas, well, that idea was shot down long ago. Are Easter presents acceptable? Of course, this is all assuming my uterus decides to co-operate, which thus far, it has not. We won't go into specifics, but I'm pretty sure she's on strike.

In other news, I got a new insult at work today - a customer told my boss he was repulsed by me. All because I tried to give him some cleaning tips, so that he wouldn't send in a dirty machine, so I wouldn't have to charge him a cleaning fee. I'm sorry my trying to save you $305 was such an insult, sir. How dare I say he's not cleaning his machine right... when he just told me he was doing it wrong... hmm... the joys of customer service!

There you go, first update in 2 months, and it's... boring. Such is life.

Completely off track....

I should be working. But I needed a mental break. Today has been, I kid you not, the day of weird. Like, machines coming in damaged, machines from a year ago finally being paid and needing to be billed, just the most random of stuff. And I'm trying to take phone calls in the middle of it all. Grr! It's not fun, but what can you do. I need a vacation!

Completely off track....

I should be working. But I needed a mental break. Today has been, I kid you not, the day of weird. Like, machines coming in damaged, machines from a year ago finally being paid and needing to be billed, just the most random of stuff. And I'm trying to take phone calls in the middle of it all. Grr! It's not fun, but what can you do. I need a vacation!

My brain is a mess...

As is my house, my car, my purse, and my desk at work... yep, it's October! I lose any and all sense of organization this month - since I more or less work 7 days a week now. FML!

I need desperately to get back on track.

And don't point me to FlyLady.com, cause I get the emails. LOL! That doesn't mean I find the motivation to DO them, though!